in every second
i just cant put my head
away from that pictures of yours
taken with a guy
that used to be my wanna-be-guy.
and i just cant believe
you could say that L word to him..
you’ve cried twice in front of me.
i thought it was for me..
you don’t know how i felt relieved when i thought you cried for me…
i still remember our last days spent together.
you know what dear,
i realized from the look of your face how your heart changed from that day.
yes you laughed.
yes you shed tears.
but i know you.
i can read you.
we’ve known for quite a long time..
how can i be so numb loving you by neglecting all those black dots you’ve put in my heart?
how i wish i could read your heart and see if i’m still there….
thanks for just being you..